I will simply go straight to the point, as I
would not want to give very explicit
details about myself. This is for some
obvious reasons. My wife is very sharp,
I mean, she is such an intelligent woman
and can easily trace this true
confession to me. For the fact that I
love her so much, I cannot let a thing fall
in-between us. That is why I have kept
this as top-secret till today; but I will
have to let this out of the bag.
I’m not oblivious of the fact that most
issues of this nature are blamed on the
men whom most of us see as
womanizers; but mine is a different
thing entirely. I’m not a womanizer. I
have tried everything possible to make
sure that this girl-my house girl leaves
my house, but my wife will always insist
she stays.
I’m a pastor, but I also work as a civil
servant. I would have loved to write
further about where I live, but for the
same reason why I can’t mention my
name, I can’t tell you where I’m writing
from.
This young lady was brought to my
house by my wife sometimes in 2010,
and had just completed her secondary
education last year. She is supposed to
pick up a form for her higher education
because she is related to my wife;
distant relation, sort of.
Frankly, she has been very good, and
has been taking care of my only
daughter since my wife put to bed late
last year. Her presence is a big relief to
me and wife because we are both very
busy people. My wife works with a bank,
and sometimes come home around
8-9pm.
Lately, this young girl has summoned
courage to seduce me; to be sincere,
she is tempting me.
I often return to the house ahead of my
wife. Sometimes, because of hold-up
and other issues, I will get in around
5-6pm. She started by running to
embrace me with her transparent-short
gown to welcome me each time I knock,
on arrival. I was shocked the very day
she did that. I felt so embarrassed.
“Even if I had traveled to space…hun!
This one is just too much… hun!” I
soliloquized in my bedroom after she
had dropped my office bag and ran out
to get my food. This continued for 3
weeks. Sometimes, her boobs will just
slip out of her ‘top’ and she will simply
apologize. My wife has never met her
on that gown as she wears another
cloth when it’s almost time for my wife
to return. I have developed double
minds about her. I have had different
evil thoughts since this whole thing
started. The one that happened last
was the way she sat facing me, with her
legs wide opened. I left the food that I
was eating and walked to the bathroom
to do nothing in particular. I had thought
she would adjust as soon as I returned,
but she didn’t budge. I think I fell into her
trap finally that day. I almost had it with
her when I grabbed her, and she jumped
at me. We started that regrettable
romance before God intervened with
the sharp cry of my baby. That was what
saved the day.
The next day, I had told my wife that we
should send her away, but she
vehemently refused to accept my
suggestion. She had asked me to give
some reasons why we should send her
away, and I had told her that she was
getting so stubborn and lazy; hence,
she is as good as no House-help.
My wife who claimed she had never
experienced that had accused me of
formulating things against the lady. She
told me that I wanted her out of the
house because I had seen that she will
soon secure admission into the higher
institution, and I will soon begin to pay
for her school fees. I couldn’t tell her
the truth, because something tells me it
will be disastrous. I just felt I could
handle the matter in the most
professional way. But right now, things
have gone out of hands since the past 2
weeks. I have done virtually everything
that can be considered dirty with her
except that I have not done it with her
yet. What’s keeping me from doing it is
my conscience and for the fact that I
can’t do that in my matrimonial home.
That sin will be so grievous, I know. She
had asked me repeatedly last week if
she can meet me in any of the hotels
around town this weekend since my wife
will be around then. She has just
Saturday and Sunday to take care of her
hair and visit friends, and she wants to
use that opportunity to have me all to
herself. Now, I’m contemplating on this
issue. All I need is your advice; Saturday
is just 1 day from today, and I can’t make
up my mind on what to do. I love my wife,
but I think I’m becoming so foolish in the
name of being faithful. Please, tell me;
should I do it or not? It has gotten to the
level where I cannot tell my wife the
truth because she won’t even believe,
since I had told her a different story
before. She will see it as blackmail. Your
reaction will either encourage me or
discourage me, even though my mind
beats faster, and something tells me to
do it. Should I?
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